What oh what are we supposed to do?
Are we oh are we really content with our simplistic conversation and sitting and listening to music? Everyone knows we want to move closer and closer but everytime we think about it our minds just make us think that we should move farther and farther. Who really knows what the other is thinking. Do they really enjoy this? Am I providing enough entertainment? That smile you wear is it genuine? or are you humoring me because I'm green?
All we want is to be next to each other.
No one wants to over do it, how does one know that that the other isn't just putting up with your advances cause they dont want to ruin everything and walk away on those classical tragic awkward paths that we always wind up in.
in the aftermath of glowing through the day dancing around in your mind and generally wishing you were back in the night before this one, these are the thoughts that scroll through a mind like mine, a paranoid worrysome mind.
But in the end, I'll step outside and smoke one of these last cigarettes that you said you didn't need and focus on the wondrous night that we wound up in. I'll start to hide again.
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